April 03 2010

Since broke up with you, my life seem to be empty...lost of the hope forever...i know i should be concentrated on studying...i never tend to give up my study...i am very enjoyably studying in Monash...i've ever promised you and my family i wont give up to study...even without you be myside, i would study hard as i dont want make you dissappointed on me...i wont forget your every sentence you told me..although i know you wont be back...but i swore i wont forget all about you...but when i face to face with my family, i am so depressed, i hate them...the moment i recall how they forced me to broke up with you, my heart's so painful, i cant forgive them...i know they are my family, i shouldnt be like that...but they never stand on my position and thought of my feeling what so suffered i would be now...i hate them on thinking of you like that...they shouldnt...i hate them...you are the best on my heart...i cant forgive they insulted you like that...do you know...i wear the necklace and the ring you gave me everyday does not mean that wanna make you observed me...i wear it as i wanna remind myself couldnt fall in love on others...this is the swear i have ever do to the God..i would wait for the day comes again...no matter lasting 10 years...100 years, even until my died...i still would wait for the day coming...i promise you i would study hard and wont make you dissappointed...