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Dear,can i still have a chance to call you like that?? Today i changed my facebook status to nothing...but that does not mean that really "nothing"...my friends asked me to forget you forever...i promised "may be"...but am i able to do it???live without you in my life, i told myself :please can not give up so early...i wanna wait for you...can not...really can not...i repeatedly to remind myself this promised everyday...but i felt very tired of that already to do it...does it worth of doing it again in my life??? does it worth for me to wait for you again in my future life???would you come back??since you ignore me whatever i did on you...i have ever to suspect you might be falling in love on other girls...my friend said i had thought too much...but you never treat me like these whatever happened on us..i really wanted to talk with you face to face this problem...but you never gave me this chance...you never gave me a chance to explain...why??why you wanna treat me like this???i just wanna know what u think now only...why can not you just tell me??why you wanna me to live in suffered life along with this "question"????